Diary ^^

Since last...

I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name...I couldn't help myself

cause thing ain't just been the same...

I read your diary and it said that you weren't in love with me...and you are leaving

And you wished that I didn't see that...

Then later you fell in love with HIM ~

PAGE 1 : Says that you fallin' in and outta love.

PAGE 2 : Says all them things i do just ain't enough.

PAGE 3 : No I couldn't see , says that you don't know to explain to me.

So I turned on pc and saw the pictures of you and HIM on facebook.

That was the night you told me you were outing with your roomate.

And now i know my information from you was just 2nd.

PAGE 4 : Says you are addicted to text him everynight.

PAGE 5 : Has all the reason you know that this isn't right.

PAGE 6 : I can't handle this , I feel just like J.T on cry me a river.

My heart is bleeding , paper cuts from reading...

hmm...everything I know bout love is learned from you...

and everything i know bout pain is learned from you...

You WERE my only , you WERE my first 

You WERE my only , but NOT my last

and everytime I find myself alone in  pieces

( I FOUND MYSELF )

so thank you for the broken heart...Maybe 

I mean maybe you feel that wasn't enough as a lesson for me ~

So you can keep knocking but won't knock me down

knwo what ? [ No love lost , No love found ]

You see , I'm alive again...

more alive than I have been in my whole entire life !

I ain't givin' in again ~

Well now look at your fella FOLLOWERS...how I treat them

I would like to spit on these pussies face...I eat them

so that's why they called freak while I prefer AWESOME...

so why the fuck world I join them when I beat them in all field and dimension ?

Actors !! Pretenders !!

so you guys might want to go back to your studio and um

scribble out your dialogues you were going to spit and show...

But I'm afraid that it ain't gonna make no difference,

cause that time I already ripped your stage and tear it in half ~

Oh I did...so til I toppling from the top and I'm not going to stop

Til the HIP don't HOP anymore ~

Well, HIM started it ~

Try to gimme some TALK by gangta side...alrighty

I heard I listened I'm done

Needed help ? YES

Passed few fuck'n months you text me...

tellin' me bla bla bla ~

I just only can say...

It's a little too late , to say that you're sorry now

You kicked me when I was down

Fuck what you say , just (don't hurt me , don't hurt me , no more)

You showed me nothing but hate

You ran me into the ground

But what comes around goes around

yea...that's right I can officially call you bitch

and I don't need you , don't want to see you ~ No more ~

Bitch You Get No Love ! 凸