Sunday, January 31, 2010

Our Birthmark ♥ ft AK-on


I made the mark...
on July 3rd
Between you and me
erm...you can call it birth
The beginning of our universe
And that was really reminded me the Alicia Keys's verse
Maybe
I'm Falling
For you
I wish I had an opportunity to not do
You just always said I'm bullying you
By the way I just think what I did to hurt you

Soni lur ~
Now then I'm living here with regrets
I know that it was my fault
I know that I got caught
So PLEASE don't loose your thoughts
that I'm your 'hubby' and you are my 'wifey'
that me loving you and you loving me =P
That day I'm on the road swerving
I ain't drunk but I'm about to hit the curb'n
Get the calendar
Go to July
3rd first words stay
I heard our first word
I saw our first meet
..first argument..
nah nah
no such thang 'yet'
Gotta get the hell out of here

Because it could possibly affects what our future holds
Flipping pages now I'm famous and glamorous
But when thinking back I ain't seen you for ages
I felt like I'm just like wolf hoping for stars
Wishing that I could made it less painless
bout the PASSED
Somehow...Bring me back
right back to the same as
January Febuary March April May
June July August is just another day
September October November I tried to find a way
In December to mark the calendar to back again
If only we can go
to the place where me and you know
There's no faith for cheat even lying
That time has come where we stand face to face
This the day it all began
One place that it came together
More than a ring or a tattoo
Wish our birthmark that reminds of you
So let's get on an airplane
Go back to where we began
To that point which is days apart
That step right next to your heart

=)

Monday, January 18, 2010

Dracula...I am...

吸血鬼吗?
放假以来...时间日夜颠倒...
试过一连五天没见过太阳...
别人在外活动时...我在睡
别人在睡时...我在活动
是人是鬼...本身亦不会分辨了
然而...
不知不觉...不清不楚
慢慢的...
不知道怎样了 xD
觉得我是蝙蝠...却不能飞
困在日复一日的街上
在无止境地狩猎
仿佛一种天谴
夜色就是我的披肩
日出就是我的风险
关在房间里自我疯癫
是我宿命的制约
上帝遗弃了我吗?
那为什么还要让黯淡的月亮照亮世界?
要我无尽又无情地繁衍么?
看爱过的人一一告别
错过的梦一一凋谢
只剩我独自残喘的千年
饥饿是最好的调味
孤独是最强的催眠
老早就对这一切厌倦
也曾冲动喝下圣水 阿门
然后很无助地醒在下一个漫长黑夜
青春遗忘了我
却又给我回忆的美
就像朵花园里的玫瑰花
要余生流血和流泪地受虐
=(
上厕所
看看镜中的脸慢慢枯萎 yeee~
望望高举的手慢慢粉碎 ohh~
最后
在Facebook留下几张无限唏嘘的相片
我无法挥舞天使的纯洁
也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
只有像其他人贪嗔痴傻和愚昧
寻找着体温和血
找寻着同类
满怀忧伤却流不出泪
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜
然后又日日夜夜
无尽的日日夜夜
永远深陷在这人间咯


Friday, January 8, 2010

无力...无言...无奈



收拾下自己的心

说给自己听
。。。。。


无力抱紧,看着又伤心

偶尔想起我曾恋你

想追又自己鼓不起勇气


无力靠近,猜测你的心

今夜又会在哪里?

zZz...窗外的风起,天下起小雨


无力证明,才让你相信

有个傻子在想你

在想你和我,在楼梯间相遇

那一杀那,经以足够

某天又回到那里


无力找真爱

可怜我只剩空白

(可怜,这两个字终于从我嘴里说出来了)

找不到靠近理由

也只能开不了口

静静的我,守在窗口

来杯Tiramisu沙冰~

享受冰冷寂寞