Saturday, November 27, 2010

Waiting for the day ~


Always wondering you are beside-ing me
and get me through the darkest and deepest hour
Although it was just kind of dream or fantasy
But thinking bout' you will keep me whole day cheer
...
Nelly-Just A Dream (which singing my heart song now)
"I was thinking bout' her
Thinking bout' me
Thinking bout' us
Where we gonna be ?
Open my eyes
And it was only just a dream"
"So I changed myself
Being good
Will she know that ?
Nobody knows
Then I realized
It was only just a dream"
别用他们眼 丈量我诺言
别那世俗的心 分析感觉
用我的真诚来回答这一遍一遍
总有一天 你会看见
在我心里面
无论什么时间
无论什么地点
无论什么改变
就算是个梦
我也会待在你身边
...

Friday, November 26, 2010

Source of my motivation ^^


这个学期我开始踏实了

少外出,宅在家

早睡,上课,温习,打球

如此健康,积极的生活

听见别人赞勤劳的感觉原来是如此“爽”

这么大改变,可说是因为她

扫大家去玩的兴,也是因为她

我觉得非常值得,还有赚了

这会是她想见到的吗?

如果她知道,或看到现在的我

应该很高兴吧

这是我目前生活动力来源

...


不知道在高兴什么

她的笑得像baga的笑容

有时候也宁可当作她在为我生活加油

...


不知道在妄想什么

只告诉自己

有一天她总会看到我

...


在她身后的独角戏

聚光灯没亮过

怀疑   是我自己编造的内容

...


别人和她

懂不懂我,没关系

至少我自己懂自己在做什么

...


在某个时候

想让你陪伴的  是我

...


在一切以后

走在你身边的  是我

...


在很久以后

陪在你身边的  是我

...

Sunday, November 21, 2010

No more 5C's BUT new 5B's



That day...an aunty visited my mum ~

She saw me , she ask me got a girlfriend already or not ?

(although I don't really know who the hell is she)

I answered : no ~ cuz im poor and nobody want me ~

then she told me about the 5C things bla bla bla ~

iiissshhh !!! I don't what the heck was that okay ?


and just now ~ i discovered that !! some said :

I don't need a CAR, but I want a BMW

I don't need a CONDO, but I want a BUNGALOW

I don't need you to have CASH but I want you to own a BANK

I don't need you to have a CAREER but I want you to be a BOSS

It's interesting for you to read ! right ?


that's what exactly a Malaysian think of ~

and let's see what a Singaporean think of that ~

CAR CONDO CASH CAREER + CREDIT CARD

and...

BMW BUNGALOW BODY BILLIONAIRE + BRAIN (which mostly Malays tak de punye)


Singaporean also got their very own 5K's

Kiasu (scared of losing)

Kiasee (scared of dying)

Kiabor (scared of wife)

Kiaboh (scared of having nothing)

Kiachenghu (scared of government)



hmm..some more !! here's the comparisons with the 5 numerals :

Singapore's "practice" for Simple Living :
1 - One Wife
2 - Two Children
3 - Three Bedroom Condo
4 - Four Wheels
5 - Five Figure Salary

Malaysia's Malays "practice" to Simple Living:
5 - Five Children
4 - Four Wives
3 - Three Figure Salary
2 - Two Wheels
1 - One-Storey Link House


凸=='' wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~ this is not related to my story but linked to comparison btw 2 nation ~

Saturday, October 30, 2010

November is near ~


十一月就到了

今年万圣节没什么节目

还是很开心的和A小姐在msn聊了几个小时

这时,不禁想问存哥

和喜欢的人聊,不怕闷?不怕没话题?还可以聊很久....

aiyerr我不知道啦~


十一月十一号

这么快就一年啦....时间过得快,我感觉到了

过去就算了啊,现在大家过得好,开心就好啦^^


最近都在操fit双臂,蛮结实,我也很满意

爷爷今天存RM300进我户口给我零用~

哈哈,爽!可是好久没回去找他老人家了。

不孝=[



Saturday, October 16, 2010

Diary ^^


Since last...

I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name...I couldn't help myself

cause thing ain't just been the same...

I read your diary and it said that you weren't in love with me...and you are leaving

And you wished that I didn't see that...

Then later you fell in love with HIM ~


PAGE 1 : Says that you fallin' in and outta love.

PAGE 2 : Says all them things i do just ain't enough.

PAGE 3 : No I couldn't see , says that you don't know to explain to me.


So I turned on pc and saw the pictures of you and HIM on facebook.

That was the night you told me you were outing with your roomate.

And now i know my information from you was just 2nd.


PAGE 4 : Says you are addicted to text him everynight.

PAGE 5 : Has all the reason you know that this isn't right.

PAGE 6 : I can't handle this , I feel just like J.T on cry me a river.


My heart is bleeding , paper cuts from reading...

hmm...everything I know bout love is learned from you...

and everything i know bout pain is learned from you...


You WERE my only , you WERE my first 

You WERE my only , but NOT my last

and everytime I find myself alone in  pieces

( I FOUND MYSELF )


so thank you for the broken heart...Maybe 

I mean maybe you feel that wasn't enough as a lesson for me ~

So you can keep knocking but won't knock me down

knwo what ? [ No love lost , No love found ]


You see , I'm alive again...

more alive than I have been in my whole entire life !

I ain't givin' in again ~

Well now look at your fella FOLLOWERS...how I treat them

I would like to spit on these pussies face...I eat them

so that's why they called freak while I prefer AWESOME...

so why the fuck world I join them when I beat them in all field and dimension ?


Actors !! Pretenders !!

so you guys might want to go back to your studio and um

scribble out your dialogues you were going to spit and show...

But I'm afraid that it ain't gonna make no difference,

cause that time I already ripped your stage and tear it in half ~

Oh I did...so til I toppling from the top and I'm not going to stop

Til the HIP don't HOP anymore ~


Well, HIM started it ~

Try to gimme some TALK by gangta side...alrighty

I heard I listened I'm done

Needed help ? YES

Passed few fuck'n months you text me...

tellin' me bla bla bla ~

I just only can say...

It's a little too late , to say that you're sorry now

You kicked me when I was down

Fuck what you say , just (don't hurt me , don't hurt me , no more)

You showed me nothing but hate

You ran me into the ground

But what comes around goes around

yea...that's right I can officially call you bitch

and I don't need you , don't want to see you ~ No more ~

Bitch You Get No Love ! 凸

Thursday, September 23, 2010

伯牙绝弦 ♥


春秋时期  远近知名  伯牙琴艺

沉鱼也出水  马儿仰秣聆听

聆听  寂寞的声音

举世知名  不如一个知音


直到子期  闻琴解开伯牙心境

高山流水  风景似有灵悉

高山青  流水静  如镜

无言  却胜过有言的天地


某年某月  某天  伯牙再访子期

风景依旧绿  子期却已归西

触景  触琴  即伤情

伯牙绝弦  只因再无知音


千年过去  当我再度拨弄琴韵

更多冷箭  更多冷言冷语

请你听  请轻轻倾听

唱给我永不离弃的知音


听  宫  商  角  徴  羽

那歌词未写上的是  那份弦外的延长音

斟一杯酒  一抱拳  一句关心

在千年之后  再延续  不变的旋律

当  春  雪  融  夏  景

秋风为我捎封信


咚 咚锣咚锵  咚  咚锣咚锵锵  ~  又是思念的四季


知人知面  知己知彼  又知心

古人说  这就是所谓知音

相知相惜  相亲相爱  也相忆

朋友你会不会常把我想起


何年何月  何日何时  再相聚

何时能  把酒言欢畅回忆

和多很多  很深很深  的回忆

很多歌  我只想要为你唱起

Sunday, September 19, 2010

松鼠也《需要人陪》 ♥


不愧是MusicMan ~ 力宏仔

十首歌,有九首是我喜欢的,尤其是歌词。

(剩下一首留给他耍酷)


心声之一《需要人陪》


打开窗户让孤单透气

这一件屋子   这么密闭

欢呼声仍飘在空气里

像空无一人   一样华丽。



闭上眼睛   就看不清

这双人床   缺乏的温馨

谁能陪我   直到天明?

穿透这片迷蒙寂静。



我   渐渐失去感觉

就当作是种自我逃避

你   飞到天的边缘

我已不猜落在何地。



一个我   需要梦想   需要方向   需要眼泪

更需要一个人点亮天的黑

我已经   无能为力   无法抗拒   无路可退

这无声的夜   现在的我   需要人陪